ShE haS suMthInG To SaY!!!

The girl next door,I see her everyday...
Each time i see her,I feel,her eyes have something to say!

The girl next door,with all her shimmer and shine,
has been my best friend,since I was nine...

Together, hand in hand,we used to go to school,
And there he always stood by the side of the pool...

His name was Ethen,a guy from our class..
His face always glowing,lyk the first dew drop in grass...

Me and my friend,used to discuss him a lot
But I never gave this a serious thought!!

As the days passed by,we left our childhood lanes...
I still saw Ethen passing by,through my window panes...

One fine morning,when the sun was high,
my friend came to me..and started with a sigh..

"I know i should have told u, but i really could not,
U know that guy Ethen,i really love him a lot"

I was happy for my friend,but was even a bit curious
As i knew they were different,and her people may get furious!!

Then the bad day came,bestowed with an omen..
They were together, to her people it was proven...

I dont know what happened next,but Ethen was never seen again
And my friend's face, revealed her immense sufferings and pain...

Years have passed after that, my friend got married as they said..
For her life now,a lump-some cost they paid...

I met my friend yesterday,she passed a simple smile..
That smile said everything,i stood there for a while..

I don't understand these people, what rights have they got...

To impose on a person, their narrow minded thought!!!

They are the learned people..but whats the use of such education..

That teaches to judge people based on their religion...

According to them,Ethen did wrong...

In proposing a Hindu girl with his love song!!

I can only pray to God,to give them a little sense...

To make them understand religion is not an offence...

The girl next door,I see her everyday...

And each time i see her,i know she has lots to say...!!

About to FALL!!

"I am in trouble...
 I am hurt....
 I need you...
Please don't let me fall apart!"


"The chains of love..
 The troubling wind..
 The soulless living...
 The prevailing dark...
 The tiring stroll..
 They haunt me all...
 Oh! how i need you...
Please don't let me fall apart!"


"The childless womb...
 The screaming dark..
 The man lying drunk..
 By the side of a park..
 The unfed child..
 The world so wild...
 The rising menace...
 The losing balance...
 The song unsung..
 The dirty dung...
 The peeled-off skin..
 The acid rain..
 The barrel of a gun...
 Make me wish i could run..
 I really need you..
Pls dont let me fall apart!"


"The worn-out light...
The blurred sight...
The dusty sky...
The warmth,so high..
The burning ground..
The mourning sound..
I fear them all..
I'm about to fall...
'God'..we need you..
Pls dnt let thy world fall apart!"

WisH U wErE MinE!!

U called me...i came...
U told u love being with me...
Den tell me what happened suddenly?
That for you, I,
Became a matter of shame!!!!

I cried, cried a lot...
But u couldn't see my pain..
I thought my wish can make a difference,
But u dint see my tears..
As all u knew was your fame!! 

One day, God blessed me with an angel,
Whom I can call my own...
But u said he is a pest,the one
U wanted to be thrown!!..

I wanted you to lift him up,
I wanted you to give him strength,
Instead of lighting up ur face,
U always wore a frown..!

Late at night with a faith in heart..
I gave my life unselfishly..
And u gave me this one reason to live,
But my fate went wrong!!..
And u chose to leave...

But dnt u think i am void..
As i have your gift with me..
Now that he has grown with a name..!

His aroma reminds of the sweetest rose..
His twinkling eyes...
Just lyk the stars in midnight sky...
His smile makes me feel I am flying high!!...

I am now the bravest grieving mother..
And he is always by my side..
And I want to let you know,
That though a bit harsh and rough,
After u left, with him, life was not that tough!

He, my son, is a star of pure love..
Who appeared to be my gift..
my present, my future...
His joy, is my greatest treasure...

After so many years, as he stands wid the cake and knife,
his beautiful face glistening wid a shine..
His beauty makes me happy, and,
makes me wish..
U WERE MINE!!

Me,MySelF!!

HUH!! cant believe finally um working on my first post of my first blog..really it feels great!..For many days i was trying to find something to scribble my feelings on..even tried maintaining a diary...but u know what! Writing diary somehow gives me a strange feeling of being bounded by time and space limits...Finally one of my friends gave me dis idea of using blogger and i found the idea really cool...and now finally um using it...YIPPPEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

As this is my first blog i am really confused bout what to write to...so the best topic that can be, wen u cant find anything else in this world to talk bout, is "MYSELF".

Bout me...first thing that i can say is dat um really confused !!!!!

Um a different kind of being....lyk to keep things to myself maximum tyms..no matter watever happens!!!Actually precisely speaking i dnt actually "lyk" to keep to myself but i hav no other option as um really poor in expressing my feelings!!..Can never properly speak up what is in my mind and even if i try doing so i end up creating a mess...So i just have to keep mum!!!

I believe in learning from d experiences of my life....no matter wat oders think i blieve makin mistake is d most certain thing in human lyf nd instead of feeling ashamed we should learn from them...If we dont make mistakes den we will never be able to understand  d joy hidden behind realization and correction of a mistake..We will never understand the sheer excitement of the moment wen we realize dat we r actually going in a wrong way and need to correct ourselves and after dat we do d best fight to bring ourselves back on the right track..!!!So i believe in making mistakes, gathering information and experiences from them...NO need to rush always after perfectionism...It will automatically come with rectification of mistakes and so no need to worry about it...!!

I knw how to control my emotions...no matter watever phase of lyf is goin on, i try not to panic and somehow manage to b stable...my good sense of humour helps me a lot in keeping myself calm in tensed situations...as per my frends i have a creative instinct...i hav full faith in GOD ND GOOD...d only principle of my lyf is........SMILE  AND  MAKE  OTHERS  SMILE!!!!